Thursday, January 6, 2011

pregnancy and doctor with cold fingers

dreamed i was pregnant and about to have my baby. lying in bed and the doctor came in. he was middle-aged asian and he asked me how i was feeling i thought, well isn't it obvious? then he stuck his fingers in me to see how dialated i was but his hand was absolutely freezing. i started to tell him but he didn't listen and started talking randomly about some other medical crap i didn't understand. he said, "you're at 20" and then threw the gloves he had on in the corner. when i looked over at them they were all covered in blood. i wondered if that was normal but when i turned to ask he was gone.
20 doesn't make sense. not to say to know everything about childbirth but don't women just dialate to 10 and then go into labor? i don't know. weird dream. i don't remember actually feeling pain though. and i never dreamed about the actual birth part or seeing the baby. it was mainly about that cold detached doctor.

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