Sunday, January 30, 2011

i wish i could just show you this one since it wont be that interesting to read about but visually it was like I'm on crack

dream 1
kubla giving birth to kittens in bed one goop messy. there were like 4-5 other people. pretty sure my brother was there. but it's vague and indistinct. Kubla is male also so this is impossible
kitten white and other colors, like calico. i ran my fingers along it side to help it start breathing. tried clearing the goo from its face.
all at old 494 house (the house i lived in south of pleasantville as a kid, address was 494 McKimber so i refer to it as old 494 house)
i wanted to clean it but got up to arrange them and help Kubla with the rest of the babies coming out.
he disappreared but there was so much confusing arrangements. other cats and lot of other people.
messes and gross. bothered me that i didnt know where to start even.
cages and the bathroom was extra large, much bigger than it ever was normally.


2
school
evryone crying as if someone died or something happened
Cammy, slowly learn that we were standing outside in the backyard
it seems like it should be morning but it feels more like evening and looks it too. the sky is gray and evrything has this somber coloring like faded and washed out. very depressing and scary. nothing is bright and cheery in its colors.
i learn that people have come into the school and are systematically controlling it. a couple died already though its not clear how but ppl are crying and missing them.
i start wandering about outside trying to figure out what happened.


slowly evolved into dream 3
still outside. walked off to one side behind the school. smaller building, go inside
food was being shoved into room, sandwiches as big as propane tanks. and other items.
some was attached to these smaller platform things, kind of like a board from a board game.
the food didnt belong on it and when you took it off you could see how it was a folding puzzle.
a few asian guys were in the bldg and they'd take the puzzle and start folding them in all directions and you could see the colors start matching up  like it was some sort fo extra complicated rubix cube... except made of card board and multi-dimensional... much more difficult to solve.
so, really, this part was like i was on crack and its hard to describe. colors
sandwiches large. SUCK, VACCUUM like in space
at first it seemed sort of exciting having all this food come into the room but it would keep coming and so fast as if it would hit you and crush you. it seemed to have this mal-intent behind it. it would keep charging in like it would fill every inch of space and there's be  no more for your body. then you could feel the air changing and getting tighter. i'd run from the room out a door. and shutting the door started to get so hard, like a suction was pulling against me. i finally would shut it and look through the window on it and see all the things inside being crushed as if in  black hole. all the gravity and air space would just disappear, but only in that room. if you stayed, you died.


one main girl... Twilight girl, lame as that is. stuck in bottom of shack like thing that had a shower and was being used by the army. it got hit hard by the big truck and we could hear her in the bottom yelling to let her out. there was water everywhere. i was expecting spilled sewage like a port- potty has. but there were only sopping wet whole potatoes on the floor
the food was very colorful and almost freakishly non-food... the way it looks in the film Hook when they're make-believing.

end was 4 ppl around a table playing cards.
i divided the food on their plates, Mexican. divided the lettuce and tomatoes part. there wasnt quite enough so i gave them a little of mine. one person was a little girl







song stuck in my head at waking
"I'll be your mirror" by Velvet Underground

1 comment:

  1. I have no idea how you remember all of your dreams. I'm lucky if I remember just one in a month. Cool site, though.

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