just had, by far, the strangest experience of dreaming ever. It's 4 something PM and I dozed off in the bed for a little while, like under a half hour.
i dreamed i was at work but sitting on the end desk where i sat when my main one wasn't working.
i started to feel like i was really there and not dreaming, being half awake your mind starts believing that. plus work is an everyday setting. i blew the dust off the top of the desk and, for some reason, Adam moved down into my usual desk.
Then i dreamed i fell asleep at work in my chair. i could "see" just blankness or like a dark flesh color like it was truly the inside of my eyelids. then i could hear distinctly Stephanie talking in the background, and didn't want her to catch me sleeping so i sat upright, or tried to. but found that i couldn't move. my head was drooping and i could feel the slackened feeling in my body but still couldn't make my eyes open. i tried so hard to open them, hearing all the people talking in the background but seemingly not noticing i was asleep. it was like being paralyzed in a coma. brain still on and active...but no body to communicate with. it sucked. but in my consciousness i really thought i was sleeping at work, and having some strange caught in between phase of sleeping and actually stuck there. i hated not being able to move.
then i thought, "wow, this is where lucid dreams happen when you're stuck here in your brain and dreams can happen instantly but you're awake enough to fully direct it." then i thought, "too bad i'm not having an actual dream" then i tried as hard as i possibly could to wake up and was genuinely surprised to find myself just in my bed....
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